kontemplasi
kontemplasi
gue lg berpikir soal
“what do i looking for? where is my finish line and when”
its more about this life i live.
kayak selama ini im trying my best, like super hard ada malam2 yang orang ga tau.
in between papers, prayers, life choices, tears, laugh, disappointment, happiness. whatever im facing where only me and my heart and my mind shared.
ada momen yang kaya lu bisa nyerah, and i can choose to give up. instead i keep walking this path.
kaya lo mau sampe mana sih? titik pencapaian lo apa sih? gue pernah merasa kayaknya gue udah sampe di titik yang ga pernah gue bayangkan. dengan gue yang dulu, it is hard to believe man.
i was so sure with my life at some point, and fact kicks, something drags me down.
i had to rethink about my life. i had to make sure again my life choices, i can just forget and walk. or whatever
gue gatau…
bener-bener gatau, i re evalute myself. do i worthy enough? am i making mistakes? or is it just a phase.
gue coba berbagi, tapi gue pikir. people loves me , they may try to understand me, but they not me. only i can know where this going and how far can i drag myself.
only then im back to this zero points, restart. ternyata gue harus liat ada hal-hal berharga, yang maybe i walked past it. the higher beings told me to slow down, to rethink, to contemplate.
“lo boleh usaha yang terbaik, tapi jalan hidup lo bisa banyak cabang dan pilihan, klo lo nyasar, lo bisa nanya, lo bisa putar balik. lihat hal-hal yang lo lewatin ketika lo coba jalan lain”
so klo balik ke pertanyaan awal? gue masih gatau jawabannya. gue masih ga bisa bilang gue udah coba yang terbaik.
at least im still here, im still doing my best. even if its not the best. be it, accept it, embrace it.
try to live every day, appreciate every second.
as one of my friend said
amor fati.
ML. 150226.
#life #quotes #pemikiran #amorfati
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