kontemplasi
kontemplasi gue lg berpikir soal “what do i looking for? where is my finish line and when” its more about this life i live. kayak selama ini im trying my best, like super hard ada malam2 yang orang ga tau. in between papers, prayers, life choices, tears, laugh, disappointment, happiness. whatever im facing where only me and my heart and my mind shared. ada momen yang kaya lu bisa nyerah, and i can choose to give up. instead i keep walking this path. kaya lo mau sampe mana sih? titik pencapaian lo apa sih? gue pernah merasa kayaknya gue udah sampe di titik yang ga pernah gue bayangkan. dengan gue yang dulu, it is hard to believe man. i was so sure with my life at some point, and fact kicks, something drags me down. i had to rethink about my life. i had to make sure again my life choices, i can just forget and walk. or whatever gue gatau… bener-bener gatau, i re evalute myself. do i worthy enough? am i making mistakes? or is it just a phas...